“What’s wrong with you today? Jon sat up and moved away from me. Porn vedio I too, felt a slight tingling. He grabbed both tiny wrists and held them behind my head against the mattress. After all, he had his hand around his metal belt buckle and I pictured him hitting me with it. I thought we had already been through this. “I just thought. …we could you know.” he stammered out. He was going to rape me! What gives you that right, huh?” I said angrily and I grabbed his chin with my hand and shook his head. He pushed his weight against me until my head hit the board aganist the wall. “Are we friends Cindy?”
“Of course we are, why would you ask such a thing?”
“Because I have been over here almost every day for three months and all you ever want is for me to clean this, or go get that, fix this, do that. It was wrong for me to take advantage of him like that, but at the time I didn’t care. I couldn’t lead a young boy on. Jon wasted no time rubbing his fingers up and down against my slit. I just had my 30th birthday and I was still enjoying the single life, at least that’s what I told myself.
