I watch at him in disbelief, “Oh my God.. Porn sex He never leave my eyes with his sight. as he’s pushing me on the bed.. He never call me with my name.” thinking how he always found other “names” for her stupid sister and wondered what’s in store this special night. I hate them! “I didn’t want kiss and touch you but.. I can see he’s terrified and I am too but it doesn’t stop him from push his hips on my stomach and make me feel his hard on. Much more than Jason’s and suddenly I feel his tongue pressing my lips, I let it slide in and he kiss me slowly and nicely.. “wow” I can see it now. I am just able to sneak in my room and throw myself on the bed, sobbing and wet my pillow with my stupid tears. I think I was desperate enough else I never could tell him all these things about Jason and me. “ .. I turn my face and I would kiss his cheek for tell him he’s not one but my lips meet his and we both froze.
