We did eventually end up exploring a bit with oral sex. How fast to go, and how to swirl my tongue. Sex I was amazed at the amount of goo that spurt out from his penis. I liked being told what to do, and I liked feeling dirty and bad. How to spit on it to keep it wet, how much pressure to use, how to keep a good pace, and how to twist my hand a bit at the head of his cock. It wasn’t long before we began exploring. I would steal new mags from my older brothers all the time. I was amazed at the amount of goo that spurt out from his penis. I stole some porn magazines from my brothers room, and stuffed them into the bottom of my backpack. The anticipation, the forcefulness of his hands, and the way he talked. None of my friends were really into boys yet. I kinda liked it. After some time of practicing with our hands, we eventually moved on to oral sex. We both agreed to meet at his fort after school one day. I remember the day like it was yesterday. I couldn’t tell them, they would think I was a slut. … we were learning together.
