He called several times, but I didn’t return his calls. Sex That’s when I met Ben. Then school started. We drank a lot, smoked some pot and before long we were on the couch making out. My parents didn’t exactly approve of me seeing boys, but what they didn’t know wouldn’t hurt them. After about five minutes he came in me, and then pulled out and I remember my vagina was completely numb with pain. That’s pretty much how it went for a while. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be, and sometimes it was actually nice. I finally broke down at a party about a month into my junior year. I would go out on a date with a guy, we would make out, and to prevent anything I would suck him off. So that’s pretty much how my Junior year went. He pushed up my skirt and pulled my panties down, and for the first time in my life a guy went down on me. That’s when I met Ben. I remember distinctly him trying to push his tongue inside me after licking my clit for a while, and just reaching down and trying to pull him back up to where the action was.
