I opened the site to say i was a few mins away. Sex “Are you ready?” I nodded nervously. I just stood there like a deer in headlights, confused and a bit scared. Asking if i wanted to come round some time and we can take it slow. He was asking if i was looking to meet and I said yes but I had not done anal before but was keen to try. It also wasn’t til now that I realised he was about a foot shorter than me. I had given oral to a couple guys before but it was so few and far between by this point I was pretty much at experience zero. Eventually we detached and he asked if i had been rimmed before, as soon as he said this i thought fuck, i hope i was completely clean down there! I had been through this scenario hundreds of time with women, but in this case, I did not know how to proceed. Despite realising that all that is happening is something is going in and out of my hole, pretty much like being on the toilet, I still had the worry in my head.
