He was so strong – and handsome. Porn sex He was so tall. There was panting as they slowed and stopped, and both my boys had conquered me. He was still riding, and I realised – he didn’t love me; he just wanted a masturbation toy. I had no friends there, no life. It got so bad for me, that I found myself going crazy, thinking all sorts of strange thoughts, getting lost in my own space for ages, and eventually I bought a house pet. No – it was locked! He made me giggle and smile, and blush and knot back my hair behind my ear. “Tut!” I screamed, I don’t know if in rage, in fear, in ecstasy, in desperation and relief and oh my god, stop. I was leaving half an hour early now, because I knew he woke with the sun through the big glass wall-windows, and I had to sit in a quiet spot on my phone or trying anxiously to read at a bench outside the subway whilst the time went past, and then go to work. With both of them. Now I had frightened nights at home; Tut – I named him – would stand in shadows, and I’d curl up behind my covers, having forgotten to shut the bedroom door, praying he wouldn’t come closer, and
