“Not hungry.” Sleeping on the sofa had twisted his tank top around my body. Porn vedio Happy, and more of a bit scared, I had said yes. Sighing I flung the towel in the laundry basket. It was desperate, wanting, and I responded just the same. “, he gulped heavily. We had watched together, either laughing at it, or getting horny, sometimes both. And now? Being near you and not getting touched, not…”, my voice trailed off. Still panting, he buried his face in my long hair. I wasn’t even sure, what he had seen in me before this incident with the IED. “Hey, you should be in bed.” David’s voice woke me. Soon after I had been discharged from the hospital, back home to our flat. You need rest.” He sounded reproachful, but added, nearly as an afterthought “have you eaten?”
Shaking my head, I sat up. But could I? Yes, I dream. But could I? I thought… I thought… “Because I don’t think, I could stop, even if I hurt you”, he whispered and closed his eyes. We would never have kids; the scars would last a lifetime. Once, twice, as he buried himself for the third time, I felt him come. Could we go on like this? Feeling the scars, the long, scraggy one across my abdomen and the many small ones,
