she was the love of my life and i ruined it. Sex i want to know more about my mom”
“Well umm she was like you in so many ways, she was so live and bright and warm and loving. “yes baby”
“are you ok?”
“yeah yeah im ok just tired you ready for bed?”
“yeah i guess no sex?”
“no not today baby umm i just wanna hold you instead… you ok?”
i wrapped my arms around her shoulders. she was going to grow into it. “yes baby”
“are you ok?”
“yeah yeah im ok just tired you ready for bed?”
“yeah i guess no sex?”
“no not today baby umm i just wanna hold you instead… it made me so hard when they cry and the fear they had in they’re eyes. “She’ll always be mine” then i walked in the house. made me feel like i could be and do anything with her. i can’t believe you’d do this to our only child.”
“im sorry ok ”
” no your not”
“please look i love you ok im sorry”
“i cant i just have to go ok”
later that night was the last night i saw her.
