‘Hush little baby don’t say a word, daddy’s going to buy you a mocking bird.’
It was quite nice actually. He was here now, and he made me feel so save and secure, he made me feel so loved, and all this movement between my legs was quite arousing. Sex videos ‘Daddy.’ I muttered softly. I didn’t know whether that was from some sort of medicine, or whether it was daddy’s singing, or his warm tight embrace. Sweety.’ He said. My feelings seemed to be way stronger than any conscious thought I had, my feelings were overwhelming, my feelings were calling the shots, while my mind was numb and regressed, expelled towards the back seat, just a helpless observing passenger is this vessel that was my body. I was still wearing only my diaper and I shivered. He told me to open my mouth, but I just didn’t want to let go. ‘Dunno Daddy.’ I mumbled. His hand resting on my tummy slowly stroking up and down, the strokes getting longer and longer. ‘Would you like this rainbow bear diaper, or this one with… ‘Let’s see how you respond to this,’ he said. I remember at one point trying to making notches in the side of the crib to count the days, but he found out and made me stop by putting my hands
