Sex.”
“Um…” Holly looked at me weirdly. Sex I almost forgot about her. Without a word, I got up and started walking down slowly to my room. Years. That and my haze. And it affected me too much. She stood there for way too long with the both of us waiting, daring the other to speak first before she quietly managed to say, “We should talk.”
“Yeah.” I replied as loudly as her, both of us unmoving. I just kept thinking about her. “I didn’t.” I simply replied. I had to leave the room. I cried a lot over the course of the unnumbered amount of days. If anything, I would have killed to have one more chance to prove myself, to show that I still looked out for her, but Molly was on her own now. Just in case. I glanced around the park again. Cute little lights, festive lights, adorned the trees and lampposts. At one point, Chris was also in the room, and I didn’t even dare look at his face. In a ‘fuck the world’ kind of way, it was almost freeing. I guess your attraction to me made a perfect storm.”
“I still was a bad person though, right?” I asked, stupidly forming it as a question.
