How you been?” I ask casually. Porn sex I get some pasta and vegetables and head back to the table. My parents don’t even know me like they think. But the more he reassures me, the further I shut down. I’m not addicted or crazy for sex, I just happen to be way too easily pulled into things. My heart leaps when I realize Josh is sitting on the porch watching me. I’m sure he’s seen other girls in the time we’ve known each other. Where’s the seductive, sly tone? How did he know? We embrace each other warmly, my best friend since I was ten is here! “Ah shit, where did you come up with that. Why?” I’m scared to answer his question in case I slip up and he finds out about Taurus. My language doesn’t set him off. As I scrub the plates, I look out the window into our backyard. Momentarily, I’m content to stand in his arms. I finish the last plate and turn the water off. Lemme make sure Dad knows where I’m going,” I add. I don’t know how this could get any more perfect. If it’s too personal, I respect that. Hello everybody, I’ve got a surprise for you this time!
