And as I ate my dinner I realized I held the high ground for once. Sex My mind began to form the vague outlines of a plan. Paul had moved so easily, so smoothly, that he’d caught me by surprised. You can’t tell anyone, right? I even lay quietly, my hands drifting up and down his back, his sides, as one of his hands pulled lightly at the collar so that his lips could reach my breastbone and plant kisses there. I’ve never really been kissed and certainly have never necked with a guy. Parents gone, for once Paul and I didn’t argue over the TV. He wasn’t laughing, smiling, or smirking. “No, that was yesterday. I couldn’t see Paul in the Cartwrights’ front yard so wandered around behind their house, noticing both cars were gone, but still no Paul. What did I have to fear? “I said I wanted what Brittany got, Paul, so…” and with that I gently tugged my brother down on the couch. Parents gone, for once Paul and I didn’t argue over the TV.
