Even the thought of it was making me physically ill. Porn sex I had on a regular red pair of swim trunks and Sasha had a sexy little black, one-piece suit with open slits cut up the sides. I’d probably be moving back into the dorms shortly anyways and maybe this whole thing with Sasha was just a fling. Maybe having Sasha in my life was making me feel well, more like myself. I got up and left Sasha’s room and as I made my way to the bathroom to take a shower, I realized Alayna had come home and as I walked past her room I could hear faint sobbing coming from behind her bedroom door. Alayna and I also started spending more time together once I started going back to school since the campus was on her way to her hospital. My gut was telling me something was off and here it is. I looked deep into Sasha’s pleading eyes. I don’t think she’ll ever love the idea of me being with you but she understands me and ‘gets me’ more than I think I get myself sometimes.”
More of our conversations started making sense now. For one thing, I caught a lot more glimpses of Alayna in various states of undress.
